чувствую я, что моя жизнь может очень сильно измениться. И мне придется выбирать- оставить все как есть, или половину настоящего отрезать в прошлое.. Я этого боюсь.. я боюсь потерять дорогого мне человека.
Recently I overheard a father and daughter in their last moments together at the airport. They had announced the departure. Standing near the security gate, they hugged and the father said, ‘I love you, and I wish you enough.’
They kissed and the daughter left. The father walked over to the window where I was seated. I tried not to intrude on his privacy, but I could not refrain from asking: ‘When you were saying good-bye, I heard you say, ‘I wish you enough.’ May I ask what that means?’
He began to smile. ‘That’s a wish that has been handed down from other generations. My parents used to say it to everyone.’ He paused a moment and looked up as if trying to remember it in detail, and he smiled even more. ‘When we said, ‘I wish you enough,’ we were wanting the other person to have a life filled with just enough good things to sustain them.’ Then turning toward me, he shared the following as if he were reciting it from memory.
I wish you enough sun to keep your attitude bright no matter how gray the day may appear.
I wish you enough rain to appreciate the sun even more..
I wish you enough happiness to keep your spirit alive and everlasting.
I wish you enough pain so that even the smallest of joys in life may appear bigger.
I wish you enough gain to satisfy your wanting… I wish you enough loss to appreciate all that you possess.
I wish you enough hellos to get you through the final good- bye.
Sooo, I wasn't updating my blog for a while. It's been busy few days, and there is not much to tell. I had to postpone one more Japanese lesson, my recent situation is a little difficult. But, hopefully, everything becomes normal in the end. I am so glad that IELTS preparation course has started. I couldn't realise how much it helps.
I want to make a proper video, however I don't have enough time.. I have some ideas. I am thinking of a multilanguage vlog. We'll see...
By the way, tomorrow is the day off.. (yay!!!)
Инглиш из гуд но можно и на русский переийти...)))
Вообще сегодня был прекрасный день - я встала, как человек, в 9 утра. Сделала все дела. Погода просто супер.. (Мороз -10) небо чистое-чистое) Можно было солнышком наслаждаться). Лежала у себя на диване, и почти загарала)))...
воттьь.. на работе вихрь номер 2 проснулся. Не знаю что будет) просто тупо жду итога. Ибо не в моих силах тут что-то предпринять.
I finally had a chance to watch this movie. It was great! I love them together- Johnny Depp and Angelina Jolie. The whole idea and the story were incredibly interesting. I couldn't tell until the last moment that Frank actually was Alexander Pearce.
I think this film is on the top of my Favourite Films's list.
By the way, I am sooo looking forward to watching the new movie of The Pirates of the Caribbean with Johnny Depp. He is a truly great actor. And my favourite role of him is nobody else, but the pirate Jack Sparrow!!!
Сегодня вечером, когда я возвращалась домой с курсов, на остановке ко мне подошел парень. Довольно странная походка, руки в кармане, капюшон на голове, очки, куртка супер-тонкая - ему видимо было дико холодно. Так вот он подошел, и говорит: -Девушка, вы ангел? -ээ, нет. Я человек. -Точно? Вы выглядите как ангел. (Я уже думаю, что за странный тип, начинаю потихоньку приближаться к той части остановки, где больше людей) парень идет за мной: -Вы не бойтесь, я не буду цепляться, я просто хочу сказать что вы ангел. -окей, спасибо. приятно. Он походу обиделся - сразу развернулся и ушел.
-))) вот такая вот история. приятно, конечно. Но это я решила только потом. Изначально я его приняла за фрика и наркомана...
I always want to write something meaningful, you know. But sometimes I just forget the words.
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The IELTS preparation course has finally started today! I am sooo incredibly happy. It was even better than I've expected. The teacher is great. Her first and the last words were in English! And you know, lesson's length is about 2.5 hours, so it's a really great experience.
Tomorrow's plans: I am going to the British Council to apply for the IELTS. I really hope, that the date of 16th of April is still available.. By the way, just to note, the exam costs 580Lt. Which is about 169Euro, or 232US Dollars. It's actually not so cheap.
Plus I need to do some work tomorrow..
I will write in English a lot from now on.. sorry if it's bothering you. but anyway, I don't have so many subscribers, and I am writing mostly for myself.
Даа. последних 3 дня - как в вытрезвителе. (Хоть я там и не была ни разу). Я опустилась на землю. (Файналли!)
Многое переосмыслила. И сделала вывод, что во много заблуждалась и вообще.. вообще в меня будто бы кто-то вселился.. глупостей много было.
ВОТ.
Немного повседневности: Курсы наверное опять перенесут. Хоть вчера одна женщина по телефону обещала, что они завтра начнутся, и сегодня мне об этом сообщат - никто не звонил.
На работе прошло мини-торнадо.. но вроде я всё утихомирила. (я на это очень надеюсь)
Немного изменила цвет волос.
И да. самое важное - определилась. С тем, какой жизни хочу, и к чему буду стремиться.
I don't know what I've done Or if I like what I've begun But something told me to run And honey you know me it's all or none
There were sounds in my head LIttle voices whispering That I should go and this should end Oh and I found myself listening
'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you All I know is that I should And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you All I know is that I should 'Cos she will love you more than I could She who dares to stand where I stood
See I thought love was black and white That it was wrong or it was right But you ain't leaving without a fight And I think I am just as torn inside
'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you All I know is that I should And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you All I know is that I should 'Cos she will love you more than I could She who dares to stand where I stood
And I won't be far from where you are if ever you should call You meant more to me than anyone I ever loved at all But you taught me how to trust myself and so I say to you This is what I have to do
'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you All I know is that I should And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you All I know is that I should 'Cos she will love you more than I could She who dares to stand where I stood Oh, she who dares to stand where I stood